After that I don't remember much. But, what I do remember is waking up in the morning really really tired. Its like I hadn't slept at all and very strangely my eyes were swollen. When I woke up my better half looked a bit worried as I was not getting up and he had to leave for the Gym.
I have often believed in the power of dreams. To me its like they speak to me. Tell me things that at times I understand at times I don't. Some dreams I remember from childhood as happy dreams and some dreams haunt me as I fear they will come true. Its so mystical this ability for man to dream. Our souls journey through the unknown while the body rests. Its like we are in another universe where we can fly, jump really high, swim in deep oceans. Do things that we might think impossible. Very Freaky!!
I often dream of me dancing away. I am jumping really high and enjoying the feeling of weightlessness. Any one who knows me will tell ya that I LOVE dancing. Dancing is giving up all your inhibitions and becoming one with the music. Then its just the music and you. I love it.
Dreaming of Mamu was significant last night as I was very disturbed. My Grandma had an heart attack yesterday. One always fears losing them at this age. How much ever a brave front I had put up for the world to see, in my heart I was very afraid of losing her. I don't know why Mamu you came in my dreams after 3 years. But, I am glad you did. That hearty cry left me feeling so much better and lighter.
I feel less scared of the unknown that is on the other side of life. I know you will be there...for me...with me. Like I said in my earlier post, you and I have many life times together and I will love you in each one of them. Every time I need an Angel I will summon you.
Do we live after death? Does a soul family exist that meets lifetime after lifetime?! Or it just our fear of losing a loved one FOREVER that makes us believe that there is much more out there? Or are we just plain bad with goodbyes?? Seed for thought?