Happy

Change the way you feel inside and you will attract a totally different kind of persona in your life

Well, I couldn't agree more. So much has changed inside me. So much of turmoil in my life has led to a much more calmer, stronger, loving me. What amazes me is how am I finding the ability to feel so much of love and friendship inside me?? Where is it coming from?! I am the jilted lover and spouse (ex spouse to be precise...the legal papers are through!) then how do I find my heart brimming over with sooooo much of white light and affection?

I have learnt that the change is within..if we are able to grasp that, we are able to steer our life into a direction that is right for our soul. I am just so thankful to all the people in my life who have stood by me though my pain,confusion and turmoil. I am thankful to Roohie for having me over at her place the day my papers came though...on my Birthday that too. Rebirth.

The change within has made me love the ones who deserve my love. I seem to also have attracted a lot of fun loving people. They surround me with joy and laughter. We all get together and have absolute mad conversations over fancy glasses of red wine, spicy chicken and smokes. Things I haven't done in the longest time!

I am now sure that the change came about as the biggest change happened within me. We are own best friends or worst enemies, A Seed for thought for those us who depend on others for love n hate.

"You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love & affection."

Buddha